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Saturday, January 30, 2010
Yay weekends:D Homework. X.X Had gym today:D Like so little trampers came. NINE to be exact:D But good ley, cause not so many seniors=less stress:D And took videos of batchies houbans and qianbans:D Rachel did tang without mat!:DDDD Haha okay. I screwed so many stuff today. And when wu does that ya1 thing for me it doesn't hurt as much as shuen hwee and trudy doing it:D Cause I teared when the seniors did it but I didn't tear when wu did it:D Probably because I stretched like shit already, but she didn't push much heh. I shouldn't be writing this here cause there's a possibility of seniors stalking junior's blogs:D Like what I shall do to my juniorss:D Wah sian. You know people are freaking irritating when I tell them my CCA. "What CCA are you in?" "GYM:DDD" "Oooh so you can swing around monkey bars and flip about?" "Uhhh not really I'm in tramp." "What's that. O.O" And then they give you that look. WTFWTFWTF. IRRITATING. zzz. Too bad I'm lazy to blog now:D Okay bye(: Tuesday, January 26, 2010 I cried in gym today. D: In front of juniors somemore. Fail can. x.x I think I cried because I couldn't do what I really wanted to do even though I'm trying so hard. And nobody can really tell that I'm really trying hard, cause I'm not that kind of people that shows my emotions freely. Unless I really cannot take it. Like just now. ._. Gosh I don't know why I just can't do anything right now a days. I'm so pissed with everything now. Like how I suck at everything. And its not that I don't believe myself or what, I actually know/think that if I try harder and do my best I would get what I really wanted. I'm just angry that I couldn't do what I really wanted to do no matter how much I try. And then I keep getting new phobias. Mainly because I never train(??) or something or whatever, then I freak out half-way and crash, or freak out in my mind but not freak out enough to crash. I'm just so pissed. And school is getting pointless. Not really. Sorry. Jap is. I mean like I spend my freaking 3 hrs there stoning in class and don't really get anything in the end. I totally waste my time. And all that time I was there I do other stuff. Reply letters, do homework. I just hate the stupid class. Maybe I shouldn't groan that much. Afterall at least people care. And after I read Kai's SMS, which was 8 smses long LOL:D, she at least made me happier((: Love you:D Even though you bitched haha!:D Love Rachel too I feel really sorry towards her.[content confidential(:] D: Love Abby the Maddy Baddy Crabby Patty too because she gave me tissue:D Or was it Jael. Or Rachel(Tan). Gosh I suck. Thanks to them anyway. So embarrassing as a 'senior'. D: Love my batchmates+seniors too(: Yey. Okay I shall go revise stuff or something now(: Bye(: Thanks again(: Sunday, January 24, 2010 Hello:D When you see me blogging 2 times a day it means I'm bored. -.- So TAG REPLIES!:DDDDDD
Haha okay:D I love That Thing You Do ttm!:D Its catchy+retro-ey and I got the chorus already! The lead singer is chio:D But that was when he was younger I guess:D Teehee. Okay bye:D  Bummie is so cute:D I'm in a happy mood now, cause i jie-d tao yesterday:D Yay I managed to cross out my third resolution despite having a 2 week MC:D Well I think its pretty redundant since I already started training._. I like to listen during Math now. Mdm Lee is sorta interesting(: I am starting to like v-sits too:D I just did like 60 or something. Don't know why but I think its because of my obsession with 6packs:D I shall be crazy and do 120 every night. And then in 1 month I shall go stare into the mirror and see if I have my 6pack. I don't think i would have them though, cause I've been training for like 1 year plus already. D: But nevermind I will jiayou!^^V And my back is super weird. Cause its so freaking inflexible on the ground, but then when I do tang then the seniors/my batchmates say that I arch too much like I'm going into a bridge/turning into a rainbow/look like a dolphin. But like when I first started tang I couldn't even arch. AHH! Crazy already. D; Then when I try not to arch too much, I end up not arching at all. Damn it what's wrong with my weird body. My stomach hurts. D: My thighs don't. (For once.) My calves hurt.( Always.) And my thighs+calves increased in size! $^#%&%#$ I hope they are muscles. Cause I've been trying to lose weight, and if they are fats I'll probably kill myself. 154cm. 42kg. Fat or what. -.- But I think most of them come from muscles:D Or maybe fats. ._. But muscles weigh heavier than fats. ._. So if its muscles then I would be so much skinnier. O.O Don't talk about fats. -.- Okay I shall go mug geog now:D Bye(: Tuesday, January 19, 2010 Boomz! Haha okay sorry Ris Low is kinda out now. ._. Okay OM is driving me crazy. Ahhh. Short post for today! Cause I'm busy typing script for OM. Bye(: Shall reply tags on Friday(: Monday, January 18, 2010 Hello(: Guess what, I think I probably won't be able to fulfill my 3rd resolution. Which is ultimately, jie1 tao4. Reason being I am on MC, a.k.a banned a.k.a disabled(even though it doesn't hurt cause I put bubblewrap under my heel:D) a.k.a worried that I may just crashed on tang3 again, and really fracture my heel. Once bitten twice shy. Hmmm. ._. Yeah I should really take the 2 week MC to observe disgustingly almost perfect batchmates jie1 their taos4, and teach juniors:D Abigail is my 112 junior-gym junior-mortal:D Shauna is my 112 junior-gym junior:D How cool is that. But then this suaku senior who apparently has never seen cute Sec 1s doing gym stuff, cannot help but to go "So cute!" Everytime they forward-roll, or you know, when they do really cute stuff, such as give you chocolates:D Okay sorry. And I think I really suck at teaching juniors, tyvm. Cause I speak in a friendly tone. And try to be nice. And kind. And yeah. But if I don't friend them they'll probably hate me, due to my personal experience. Causeeeee I have a personal preference for nice peopleszxcx. So I shall just presume that they like nice peopleszxcx too, then I shall continue being a nice personzxcx. Yes. Unless they tell me that I'm too nice. Then I can start being mean. I actually tried being okay-strict senior after being nice for 1hour on thursday, and I felt really weird. ._. Cause I felt unfriendly. And mean. D: So sad right. Cause that means I cannot live in this scary world. O: Ohkay sorry exaggerating HAHA. Anyway, I think I will go for training and teach juniors and PT and stuff, then I shall try to catch up later. And shingz I don't know why I keep changing my mind about whether I want to go for comps or not. Last year I felt like, that was my dream to fulfill for joining gym. Then I didn't want to, cause I knew I was too lousy, and even if I went I would get the lowest/be reserve. So what's the point right. Like you'll still get trophy or whatever if your team wins, but you don't feel like you've done your part for the team. Or at least I wouldn't. Psst. Then as comps are nearing, I feel like going, do my bestest for everything, but keep failing and shyt. Like my bloody qiankong. !$#&%$*$#@ And my stupid bloody tang which caused me to be in 2 week MC, and put bubblewrap/tissue/plastic/cotton wool under my heel and not train. And I so want to drop the F-bomb now. Save me, Lord. And Sheryl's my deskie!:3 She rocks:D She's learning ASL with me so we can go CIP at SSD(: Rock huh(: Saturday, January 9, 2010 New year, new beginnings, new blog. And yeah decided to lock my other blog, removed all 18 people from the list, and throw my past away. Sort of. Cause you know the previous year had sorta went well I guess. Sort of. So anyway, I should just leave my resolutions down, and I hope I would be able to like, -howdoyouspellthatword- by the end of the year^^V 1. Get an MSG of 1.6 Yeah and probably some of you proudass smarty pants would be like, "Oh thats so easy what." For you yeah, not me who wasn't from GEP and got stuck in a freaking GEP-mixed class. Like wtf everybody is so freaking clever. Unlike me. So yeah, SHUT UP SMARTYPANTS:D 2. Taste all Jelly Belly flavours;D OH JELLY BELLY, My favourite jelly beans<3 So far I've tasted 33 flavours:D 17 more to go^^ YAY. 3. Jie1 whole Tao4 Unfortunately, there is a deadline to this. I mean my own dateline yeah. Last training of January:D Cause I want the man3 zhu2 gan3 like Mavis Hum:D Heehee(: There are like much more resolutions but I don't think I can like, fulfill them so I won't write them down. Maybe I would if I could(: Ohkay Thankyou Bye:D |
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can teach me the alphabets too? 
and cheer up bout ur heel. our om abit fail ._.