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Thursday, April 15, 2010
Hi. I miss acting days. I got a job for June hols:D But then rejected, cause my mum says there will most likely be trng, so I won't be free. But I really don't mind skipping trng for just one or two days for filming. It's not that I don't take trng seriously, but I just reallyreally want to act again. Jobs are coming in, but all of them are going out again. And all because of school and gym. I'm not blaming school or gym for it, don't get me wrong if I sounded like I meant it that way, BUT I REALLYREALLYREALLY WANT TO ACT AGAIN. Drama has been this part of my life ever since I was 4, and I don't want it to leave. I know I'm not a good actor, but I know I'm trying to improve every time I go filming. Modelling has also been this part of my life, since I was 3? And I don't want it to leave either! I just have to keep rejecting auditions and offers all the time. And I'm sick of giving away chances to prove to them that I can do it. I know school and gym is really important and stuff, but I just want that little bit of time to do what I know I really love. In primary school I used to skip school sometimes for filming. If I skip school now, I'm going to lose out from my highly-competitive class. And it's not as though I'm not losing out enough already. Maybe I shouldn't have came here. What if I didn't? What if I didn't choose gym, third lang, or Nanyang? Would I have more time? I don't know for sure, but yeah. I think I shall end of around here, and I think I have finally found the answer for one of the spons questions an OM senior asked. "What would you wish for if you met a genie?" I would wish for more time to do what I really love. Sunday, April 11, 2010 OM is finally over. I had wished to say It's a party in the USA for us, but sadly, no. When the results were announced, I tried very hard not to cry. But once I got into the car, all my tears were released. We tried so hard, we did our bestest during comps, our balsa people did their best and we got 87.5kg((:), but all the effort has gone to (almost) nothing. We gained friendship, teamwork, and manymany irreplacable stuff during this whole OM process. And we lost the trophy, the joy after comps, the trip to USA, as well as sleep and tears during and after the process. But it's okay. This year, only one team from Nanyang won, and only one team will be going to USA. Good luck to them!^^V Sunday, April 4, 2010 My first ever tramp comps was okay. For me I guess. Except I was damn scared before that and cried and ruined my makeup. O: Ting Fang did well, GOOD JOB:D So did that crazy pig Nicole. :D Sighh. I bet we are the only batch that did not do well for C'Div. Sorry seniors, for letting you guys down. I sortof feel angry with the judges. Not because we didn't win, but because ughhhh, don't feel like saying it here. I got so pissed with that fact that I cried in class. ._. CCE wasn't in anyway LOL. I still can't believe that actually happened. Haha I remember myself being very sure I didn't want to compete last year. Everytime the seniors asked whether we wanted to go for comps, I didn't raise my hand. Perhaps I didn't feel the urge to go. Maybe I wasn't that dedicated to gym. Sigh. But somehow I kinda want to go for B'div next year. Cause the feeling you get during comps is so cool:D But now I'm supposed to rest until my back recovers. Which means I'll lag behind. Which means I need to see a doctor. Which means I cannot because my mum will kill me. Which means I need to let it recover quickly by itself. Which means I shall pray to God now so he'll give me the strength to recover(: Look what a Christian primary school did to me(: Sighhhh! Okay I shall not talk about gym anymore. OM CAMP:D Blast la. A lot of freedom:D I love sleeping in the dance studio. Freezing cold though. ._. 5 DAYS TO SPONTANEOUS. 6 DAYS TO LONG-TERM. JIAYOU LORD OF THE BEANZ:D |
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