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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I cried in gym today. D: In front of juniors somemore. Fail can. x.x I think I cried because I couldn't do what I really wanted to do even though I'm trying so hard. And nobody can really tell that I'm really trying hard, cause I'm not that kind of people that shows my emotions freely. Unless I really cannot take it. Like just now. ._. Gosh I don't know why I just can't do anything right now a days. I'm so pissed with everything now. Like how I suck at everything. And its not that I don't believe myself or what, I actually know/think that if I try harder and do my best I would get what I really wanted. I'm just angry that I couldn't do what I really wanted to do no matter how much I try. And then I keep getting new phobias. Mainly because I never train(??) or something or whatever, then I freak out half-way and crash, or freak out in my mind but not freak out enough to crash. I'm just so pissed. And school is getting pointless. Not really. Sorry. Jap is. I mean like I spend my freaking 3 hrs there stoning in class and don't really get anything in the end. I totally waste my time. And all that time I was there I do other stuff. Reply letters, do homework. I just hate the stupid class. Maybe I shouldn't groan that much. Afterall at least people care. And after I read Kai's SMS, which was 8 smses long LOL:D, she at least made me happier((: Love you:D Even though you bitched haha!:D Love Rachel too I feel really sorry towards her.[content confidential(:] D: Love Abby the Maddy Baddy Crabby Patty too because she gave me tissue:D Or was it Jael. Or Rachel(Tan). Gosh I suck. Thanks to them anyway. So embarrassing as a 'senior'. D: Love my batchmates+seniors too(: Yey. Okay I shall go revise stuff or something now(: Bye(: Thanks again(: |
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