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Monday, January 18, 2010
Hello(: Guess what, I think I probably won't be able to fulfill my 3rd resolution. Which is ultimately, jie1 tao4. Reason being I am on MC, a.k.a banned a.k.a disabled(even though it doesn't hurt cause I put bubblewrap under my heel:D) a.k.a worried that I may just crashed on tang3 again, and really fracture my heel. Once bitten twice shy. Hmmm. ._. Yeah I should really take the 2 week MC to observe disgustingly almost perfect batchmates jie1 their taos4, and teach juniors:D Abigail is my 112 junior-gym junior-mortal:D Shauna is my 112 junior-gym junior:D How cool is that. But then this suaku senior who apparently has never seen cute Sec 1s doing gym stuff, cannot help but to go "So cute!" Everytime they forward-roll, or you know, when they do really cute stuff, such as give you chocolates:D Okay sorry. And I think I really suck at teaching juniors, tyvm. Cause I speak in a friendly tone. And try to be nice. And kind. And yeah. But if I don't friend them they'll probably hate me, due to my personal experience. Causeeeee I have a personal preference for nice peopleszxcx. So I shall just presume that they like nice peopleszxcx too, then I shall continue being a nice personzxcx. Yes. Unless they tell me that I'm too nice. Then I can start being mean. I actually tried being okay-strict senior after being nice for 1hour on thursday, and I felt really weird. ._. Cause I felt unfriendly. And mean. D: So sad right. Cause that means I cannot live in this scary world. O: Ohkay sorry exaggerating HAHA. Anyway, I think I will go for training and teach juniors and PT and stuff, then I shall try to catch up later. And shingz I don't know why I keep changing my mind about whether I want to go for comps or not. Last year I felt like, that was my dream to fulfill for joining gym. Then I didn't want to, cause I knew I was too lousy, and even if I went I would get the lowest/be reserve. So what's the point right. Like you'll still get trophy or whatever if your team wins, but you don't feel like you've done your part for the team. Or at least I wouldn't. Psst. Then as comps are nearing, I feel like going, do my bestest for everything, but keep failing and shyt. Like my bloody qiankong. !$#&%$*$#@ And my stupid bloody tang which caused me to be in 2 week MC, and put bubblewrap/tissue/plastic/cotton wool under my heel and not train. And I so want to drop the F-bomb now. Save me, Lord. And Sheryl's my deskie!:3 She rocks:D She's learning ASL with me so we can go CIP at SSD(: Rock huh(: |
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