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Saturday, February 20, 2010
Crashed on tang3 yesterday. Degree of back pain:5/10 Really supposed to not train but decided to try a pa1, crashed again today. Degree of back pain:9/10 now. Don't know why but after I crashed again today I cried. It wasn't because of the pain, more like the fear that I was changing. Not really changing in personality, but the way I am in tramp. I just cannot do what I want to do now. Even my sitdrop twist also needs 2 mats to cushion the pressure. I can't even qitiao 3 times without feeling pain. What is wrong with me. I'm in the team now, and 20trainings before comps all the crap comes out. Wtf. I'm so bloody pissed now, and I don't care and I'm gonna train on Monday whether it hurts or not. I don't care whether my back can take it or not. I just need to get everything back in time for comps, because I don't wanna lose to her. I just hate how much I try and all this shit comes to me like that. Back hurts like shit now, but I'm gonna pretend everything is alright. Jiayou me(: (: |
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