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Thursday, April 15, 2010
Hi. I miss acting days. I got a job for June hols:D But then rejected, cause my mum says there will most likely be trng, so I won't be free. But I really don't mind skipping trng for just one or two days for filming. It's not that I don't take trng seriously, but I just reallyreally want to act again. Jobs are coming in, but all of them are going out again. And all because of school and gym. I'm not blaming school or gym for it, don't get me wrong if I sounded like I meant it that way, BUT I REALLYREALLYREALLY WANT TO ACT AGAIN. Drama has been this part of my life ever since I was 4, and I don't want it to leave. I know I'm not a good actor, but I know I'm trying to improve every time I go filming. Modelling has also been this part of my life, since I was 3? And I don't want it to leave either! I just have to keep rejecting auditions and offers all the time. And I'm sick of giving away chances to prove to them that I can do it. I know school and gym is really important and stuff, but I just want that little bit of time to do what I know I really love. In primary school I used to skip school sometimes for filming. If I skip school now, I'm going to lose out from my highly-competitive class. And it's not as though I'm not losing out enough already. Maybe I shouldn't have came here. What if I didn't? What if I didn't choose gym, third lang, or Nanyang? Would I have more time? I don't know for sure, but yeah. I think I shall end of around here, and I think I have finally found the answer for one of the spons questions an OM senior asked. "What would you wish for if you met a genie?" I would wish for more time to do what I really love. |
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