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Saturday, May 1, 2010
I can't seem to run away from some things in life. Certain things that have happened when I was young, well, have decided to stay in my memory. And the worse thing is they're not exactly my favourite memories. And the worst thing is, looking at her reminds me of my past. Everytime people ask me why do I choose to do this, why would I want to be that when I grow up, is simply because I can't escape from my past. Telling people I'm not so close to that I choose to be something else, instead of telling them the truth sometimes, is just because I'm trying to hide what I really feel from them. I don't feel like telling anyone I'm not very close to about it, so if you think you're not close to me, then don't ask. I think I haven't told anyone in my life yet. I don't dare to. I've been trying to move on, but I just can't help it anymore. And how I wish someone would just take this away from me. I know many others might feel the same way, if they knew what I was talking about, and I guess they would do the same as me too. I really want to just spill everything out, but my cowardliness is just stopping me. I'm just waiting for the courage in me to show, then maybe I'll tell at least somebody. But for now I shall just keep it to myself. Unless you think I can trust in you(: Sorry for this emo post. But I really felt like just saying it out. |
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