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Saturday, July 31, 2010
Xingzhi came over to study today(: Love our mini-guitar session + camwhoring + webcam with shanisse haha. At least I managed to finish my geog, and finish my history notes(: I hope I don't screw history up. Sigh I'm talking to beverly about physio on twitter now. And it's this time when I feel really sad about my current situation. I'm full of self-pity sighsighsigh. I'm so annoyed with myself. All the doctors I went to told me if I had told my mum earlier and consulted a doctor earlier my back would have recovered much faster. Instead I continued training until I couldn't take it anymore. And now it's really serious like wtf my back muscles are freaking tense I can see them pop out when I turn around in the mirror. Well I wish I was in some stupid CCA which I hate like crap so I wouldn't mind getting all the mcs I have now. So annoying. I love training so much, and everytime I go to see training and teach juniors I feel damn happy. Used to, I think. Cause now when I go and see my batchmates jump I can feel that sourness in my heart which is like pricking at me all the time. Like the second week I couldn't train, I went back home and cried. Cried really long before I slept and I just couldn't stop. I think I should stop here before I cry again. Bye. |
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